Monday, June 21, 2010

Old. But oh so not wise...

I turn thirty-one tomorrow. *Gasp* *Groan*

Having touched the Big three-O last year and having thrown a big, huge party for that one, this year, in contrast, is going to be pretty low key.

A quick stock take:

On relationships...

...No husband in the horizon. But fuck that. I can't seem to meet anyone interesting enough to get me even remotely excited to meet on a second date. Why is that I wonder. Either I'm being very picky. Or I'm emotionally unavailable. Or there just aren't any decent men (qualification: within proximity) out there anymore. Or they are married. Gay. Yes, yes, the same old cliche.

...Apparently, I can handle a fuck-buddy relationship. I met Mr.P last weekend for a booty call of sorts. It has been a (long) while. I was horny. He was available. We met on the pretext of catching the World Cup at a bar. Adjourned to my place for the next game, which of course we ended up not really watching. All I can say is, the sex was incredible. I was left sated, satisfied and with absolutely no intention of calling him or expectation of him calling me after.

...4 years ago, I thought I was ready to settle down with my now ex, A. Then came Mr. Stupid. Who pretty much turned my world upside down. And based on recent developments, I have strong suspicion he may not be dating Ms Gab-A-Lot anymore. Which has, of course, made me indulge in some very stupid wishful thinking on my part. Anyway, moving on..

On life in general...

...I'm in a good place career wise. In fact, I start my new job next week. It is going to be challenging and pretty different from what I'm used to, but it's going to be a good challenge I believe. I've done good here.

...I am not spending enough time with family, especially my parents and I should. No one is getting any younger.

...friends are great, as always. Not sure what I'd do without them. Love you guys.

...blogging has given me a kind of escape which is very gratifying. I always feel a little lighter after I've spilled out whatever is on my mind into words. And reading other bloggers going through similar issues, though worlds apart, literally, sort of makes me feel better too.

What I need to do more of...

...exercise.

...make time for holidays.

...oh and have more incredible, satisfying sex hopefully ;)


So yeah, happy birthday to me. Woo hoo.

16 comments:

MaleficentVixen said...

first: a happy birthday!

What a nice blog you have!

little miss angry said...

thank you. and THANK YOU maleficentvixen :)

Toni said...
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Being Samiantha said...

Happy Birthday from another June 22nd babe!

Hope your day is fantastic and surrounded by good people, food and music.

Toni said...

didn't mean to delete that miss angry, if you can, please repost it for me.

little miss angry said...

being samiantha - thanks and wow. what a lovely coincidence! happy birthday and right back at you :)

can't seem to repost toni. how are you doing btw? you haven't posted in a while.

Toni said...

I am fine Miss Angry, just out of hospital, (again) waiting for the latest test results and the appointment with the liver specialist.

I made a longer post before, but really just wished you a Happy Birthday - hope you have a great time and not to worry, the thirties are far less frenetic than the twenties.

Once again Happy Birthday.

Amanda said...

Happy birthday! My 31st is coming up soon. I get to work, again. How do you have good sex? I've never had it. Tried. But seconds after it starts I'm bored and want him to leave.
Good luck with the new job!

jassy_onya'e said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
and congrats on ur new job, thats hard to find now a days =]

Lifebeginsat30ty said...

Ooh, I'd consider satisfying no-strings attached sex a lovely early birthday present!

I'm 31 too, and I love it. Old enough to know what you want and you enough to get it ;)

Snafugirl said...

Happy Birthday, LMA. Yes, you need to have more incredible, satisfying sex and blog about it :)

Ken said...

Happy Birthday!

I hope the year is a happy one for you.

jo said...

happy birthday!! have a good one.

Larissa said...

Happy Birthday, get yourself inebriated and unclothed, and then blog about it for sure!

Wombat said...

D'oh.

Late.

But happy Birthday for a week ago!

little miss angry said...

thank you EVERYONE for the birthday wishes!! :)